Today was bitter sweet, I personally thank you Ankazette Wilson for ALL that you have done for me and my little family. For a moment I was of the flesh today because our conversations, your laugh, talking about the girls with me, and coming to agreement, have come to pass. I won’t have that anymore. Dropping off the girls at your house while I go to work and have them showered with nothing but love, has come to pass. I cried looking back at your grave site I just couldn’t believe what I was seeing. It torn me up even more, I wanted to come back for you, and put you in the car with us. But my spirit said to me through my lips “why are you crying”? She no longer have to endure anymore, just as your father said, you are absent from the body and present with God. I felt that. I knew that, you have graduated into newness of life with her for eternity. That was really selfish of me to think of myself knowing what the circumstances was while you we’re here on this earth. You have it all now, I can see you in full image, like nothing….ever….happened. I began to feel better because you are BETTER!!!! That’s the difference between flesh and spirit, flesh desires are of greed but the spirit are of newness, prosperity within your presence. Oh God, thank you for your warm ness and understanding, now I know that living without you is impossible.
