It’s a bit much to forgive someone once that person has crossed paths on you, and that individual just doesn’t care about how that has affected your feelings. But you also should be fair about how the outcome has represented it’s apart. This happen for a reason when noticed that it did actually happen for a reason.
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I’ve been cheated on lied to, stolen from, embarrassed and manipulated by, talked about, and backstabbed on numerous occasions by this one person that I liked and loved so much. I thought that we we’re a dynamic couple. He wouldn’t hurt me, well that’s how I thought at least. This person had me by a string having a puppy shows with my emotions.
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As our relationship grasp hiking to almost a decade, I soon but not soon enough finding out that I was the one getting played. I thought I was the main event when reality I was a thirsty fan. Nothing has changed and I highly believe that it won’t because hatred can’t stay hiding away for long, jealousy is an ugly trait and so is envy.
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What I’m saying is we have folks that has wronged us and enduring the pain from that wound sucks, but please don’t permanently block them out of your life. I have a half of a list to my knowledge of remembrance, of people that has wronged and mistreated me.
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I need my haters to continue to hate on me, it helps me drive fast in the mud. I can’t be sitting around moping constantly thinking to myself, why doesn’t she like me rest to sure, why doesn’t he like me and we’ve been in a relationship going on seven years. If you want an explanation okay you deserve that, but it really doesn’t matter, the damage has already been done.
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It’s perfectly fine to forgive please do that for your soul salvation, but don’t go back to the bull jive. He cheated for a reason, she lied for a reason, she told your secrets for reason, he jeopardized our brotherhood for a reason.
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Forgive and put the memory in the back of your memories. Rather the people that has hindered you peace or not, the folks that has done harm is going to finally see what harm looks like. Misery and watered down whole milk will be their cereal in a bowl, while you’ll be eating steak mashed potatoes and mustard greens, with a piece of cornbread on the side. Yes girl, get fat, because even this to has happened for a reason.
