Majority of people may think whatever it is that they want to think of me, but I want to not be able to care. I want to do what others do in general is, have fun, mind my business, and be a grown up. Is life really that hard? Hm…
This whole year of 2019 I have not been fully living the life that is destined for me. It’s been nothing but excuses, Shane and laziness. I definitely can vouch for the laziness because I’m that person every day, but I have every right to be. I’m a mom to three girls I work full time, pay my rent and I’m a some timing college student. 
It can’t be an excused for me being a mom but dang, can I breathe! I just soulfully want to live my reoccurring life as of now, a lot differently than I have been living. I’m not married nor am I seeking to be married right now, but that would be lovely. From here on out I want and need to focus on myself and the Lord, because without him there will not be a new year to even grasp.
All I can do is pray for the life that God has for me, I know that it’s good I just need to get in position, in order to receive what it is that God has for me. I would love a new home, a righteous companion that loves God and will only have me in his eye sight. There’s more that I wish to gain prosperity in, I just need the Lord’s help to help me get in position to receive.
Oh yeah, let’s not forget a commitment relationship with Jesus because of he, I can be what he has called me to be.
Look out I’m trying to come with a bam that will drop your bottom lip!!!
