There’s comes a point at any time in this beautiful life that’s lived, that I would need to focus on myself. Despite the fact I have children I still always feel the need to pay myself highly much needed attention. Although I look for affection from my significant other, it’s like I already know that it won’t equal to what my heart really wants.
I realized this about myself, I am very selfish. A lot more than that I’m greedy. I’ve been this way for quite some time and I’m so glad of this, because I’ve gotten use to people taking over my time and sparing it for themselves. When was I ever going to feel the confidence of being in control of my feelings, my plans, my freedom.
Even when it comes to dating, am I really going to let this man control me tell me what to do, make me lay up with him. Heck no..boy bye..Meanwhile everybody and their momma is living it up, I’m turning down changing booboo diapers with the television on that stays stuck on one channel through out the day.
There’s more to life than changing pampers and being caged. I understand that I’m a mother, but I also understand and see that I have a life too. Life isn’t just about responsibilities actually life is what we make it out to be. I learned that from my significant other that lives his best life on the daily basis.
May I have a life that’s mine? Yes..May I also make this life all about me, of course you can. I wouldn’t say technically follow everyone else’s lead, but I highly suggest that I get with the program. Take advantage of every opportunity there is to have some sort of freedom within the day, even at the work place. Remember life isn’t about slaving and being unhappy, it’s about YOU!!!!
