This Post Is Not For Fleshy Folks” 💯
I’m so glad “Lord Jesus” that God did not take his hands off of me. God had every opportunity to say “girl you are so disobedient, weak, careless, disrespectful I’m tired of saving you” but he never did. Even when the warnings came God tugged at me for me to flee, even when distruction came, God still weeped alongside me, knowing that he had to discipline me because of my actions. Daughter, I love you but I got to do this in order for you to learn, you have disobeyed me, this is the consequences that I tried to prevent you from baring. BUT my God STILL kept me under his protection. My heart is crying I feel like a baby that’s seeing all of this for the first time. It’s been pretty ruff since June 18th when I ended a 7 year relationship, not knowing that relationship would’ve been the death of me. I finally listened to God when he said “Tisha, enough is enough!!! I am slowly getting “LaTisha” back, my laugh is coming back, my bubbly personality is gaining its confidence of a 10 year old mentality again, I am slowly becoming that 18 year girl that I was before I was attacked. Things do happen for a reason yes I believe that, but also some reasonings are only for some seasons. My season of guilt, bitter, sadness, weakness, envy, laziness, low self esteemed is fading out. I’m almost to my breakthrough and I’m more surprised than ever. This is what happens when you finally give God control over your life and have him take over. I shall not lean on my own understanding, I’m not God!!!
Tisha in the making, just get ready to drop your mouth when you see me because this canvas is going to me a masterpiece. ❤️💕
