I was granted the New Years for a major purpose, and I’m willing to tap into that major purpose for a major reason. I had a thought about something…I wanted to make changes in my life even in my love life with my boyfriend. I want to express myself to myself a lot more, I want to be true to the real me. I have a feeling if I do that some people would be mad at me, but at the end of the night it doesn’t matter about what anyone has to say “why” because it’s how I feel and I’ve become comfortable with that.
Everyone is being themselves why can’t I? The difference is only some of us are aware of that gift, instilled within us. I want to be so odd to the point that I live it everyday, even if I’m hiding it. I only live one delicate golden life, and honestly I don’t want to be held back from that automatically given life, just because of how someone else feels and their opinions. Making changes altogether, is essential. I don’t want to lose myself in someone else’s world without gaining my own value.